mothybutt:

scoops up all youl ittle tumblr babies out htere and cradles you in my arms. just. extends my limbs all the way across the ocean and brings you over here. takes you out for ice cream and cheesecake. they do nice cheesecake at the coffee club near the station. we will laugh and talk together a lot! grab your hand and lead you out of cafe. explore town with you. we can feed the birds and go shopping because the shops here are nice and cute. take the bus home. we will dance down the street and i will open the door and we will set up the mattresses and i will drag my own mattress down so we will get to sleep next to each other on the floor. ive got all hte ingredients for a perfect cake! we rock out in the kitchen throwing flour at each other. i gracefully crack an egg and manage to get all the bits of eggshell in the bowl. it gets scooped out. mix the ingredients while we shriek along to mister blue sky but electric light orchestra. taste the batter. declare it better than actual cake but neither one of us wants to get salmonella. decide to put it in oven anyway. watch disney movie. wrestle a bit. eat the cake. burn tongues but its a nice kind of burn. stay up for 5 hours telling each other stories and watching tv shows. drag ourselves upstairs. burn a candle. sit in silence together for a while. fall asleep!!! smiles all around. not one of you should ever have to put up with feeling sad. i love all of you so much

I so wish I could do this for all my followers.

(via snowpetrel)

Which is great! But just to let y’all know I don’t really use this blog anymore but it’s my main blog so if I’m following you that’s the name that shows up. However if you want/ed to add my other blogs they’re here:

Personal blog: cagedhurricane.tumblr.com

Spiritual/Otherkin blog: awakeintheforest.tumblr.com

I want to create a journal for my “private” thoughts and I was wondering what you all would suggest as far as platforms (tumblr, lj, wordpress, etc)?

noanswerslostsouls:

Getting completely and 100% real for a minute. You’re all gonna know this now, and I am sorry.

As outlined in one of my last posts, I lost two friends within the last year. Finding out people I know/am connected to have cancer.

Me? I’ve had the worst fucking year of my life. I had three suicide attempts. I got sent to a psych ward for a few days cause my therapy clinic was concerned I would try again. Constant medication changing. My life is a constant struggle to get back on my feet.

I am thankful EVERY FUCKING DAY and I am vocal about it. Even today. I hate holidays. They are usually very stressful and too much fighting for my family, every year. They infuriate me so much it hurts.

But they are still my support system. Same as my friends. And so I’m gonna try and make them happy even though holidays make me physically uncomfortable. But that is just me.

Almost dying by my own hand has put things into perspective. Same for losing people I love or hearing that they are sick. While yes, the background of this holiday is disturbing and true (ditto for Columbus Day). I understand that. If you wish not to partake, its your descision. That’s fine. If you do, that’s fine too.

All I ask is that you just ENJOY life. If you don’t like today (which I don’t, though I love Tofurkey), I understand. At the very least, enjoy your day off from work and appreciate that you ARE ALIVE. Be glad you don’t live a life where you wake up daily and worry your family will go into poverty any minute, or that despite my grumblings about things, my biggest struggle is to get out of bed and make sure I don’t try suicide again. Make sure my mental state is okay enough to go on living.

I’m not asking anyone to change their views, or say I have worse problems than the people who have nothing. I’m not trying to fight or start one. I just ask that you take time to reflect good things, even small ones. Not just today, but every day. Enjoy today if you choose to. If not, try and at least find something positive to do in its place, something you enjoy doing.

We only get one life. Live it how you love. I’m trying to do just that. “In some future I may faulter… but not today”.

Sorry if this was too long for some. Just live.

ravingsofmyfeveredmind asked: BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you have been given this award, you are supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it’s always sweet to know that someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out. <3

Thank you ^^

So I decided to just go ahead a make a new tumblr. I will officially stop posting to this one, there’s only two more posts left in the queue. You have all been lovely folks and there’s no need to follow my new blog but if you’re curious here’s the link.

http://cagedhurricane.tumblr.com/

Take care of yourselves and each other.